i was wide awake after napping my nights rest, when i chanced upon this video..
it has always been a mystery why muslims existed.. or rather why is there such a religion completely different from mine although 2 religions may share some similarities but yet, different..
I am still very curious.. there has been so much denial, so much pain over verbal fights, war, terrorism.. why didnt God flood the whole world again?

on the 3rd clip, like wise there were many times i prayed on bended knees,my side was to call out for God to take me away. But he didnt...
He has his reasons..
i believe..

YES NO OR WAIT..



i still love my malay peeps..
it's really up to individual to see the truth ..

look what i just found out.. sam reads my journal over his pda..
cheebye,,

i got frustrated this afternoon, i simply stood under the rain got myself entirely wet.
irritable..

it's been more than a month since the last post although im very glad that i love getting to work to the new temp place, ORQ. The headoffice..
initially i was very reluctant to move my ass there, headoffice aint a place where you can get away with the slightest mistake a person can make. Important pple, important clients, big shots are all there. A complaint letter is enough to blow ur chair away..

Guess what, now i have to say i hate going back where i came from.. There were many co workers, many things to do, many this many that but by the end day, we finished as a team. i cannot see such satisfactory from my former branch. Impossible! It's more like i -better-do-it-damn-right-anything-goes-wrong-be-strong-enough-to-withstand-the-wind.

My boss wanted to pull me to headoffice, my manager refused to let go.. somewhere in the picture, matters went slightly sour..
i had no idea till few days ago.. like what i said over msn, being popular aint fun... i'll be leaving the bank prolly may, making it a full yr,
it'll be disappointing to see them get disappointed.. i felt so loved there, so pampered.. the youngest and the noisiest..

Life seemed happier.. no idea how things will be when i return to thomson next week... im so gonna roll my eyes all over the socket..
sad..

yesterday sam and i went over to toa payoh to get my waist chain repaired ever since i ripped it off me during the school trip to korea..
we couldnt find a long chain, therefore i had to trade in my old one with 2 necklace to make them a long chain.. i almost popped my eyes out after sam revealed the price he spent on that evening. i traded the gold cruxifix with a new christian pendant with diamond. simple yet elegant.. i couldn't see sam feeling the pinch therefore i halved the burden with my savings.. there goes my christmas present..
I have to make a trip down to Mont Blanc soon to get him a card holder.. He's been eyeing on that.. And there goes my pay..

the weather turned cold.
asthma's been attacking every moment
im tired of panting..panting and panting.